It's always good to believe in something

It's always good to believe in something. A lot of things happen to me which make me question my God or life in general. I always tell myself thats it's good to believe in something where it's God or love etc. If you can't believe in something or someone then good luck trying to find yourself. Theres always going to be those hards times, it's up to you whether you make it through or not. I keep hoping one of these days i'll look back on this time in my life and it will all make sense. You have to have hope, and you have to believe.

MINI-MARATHON

I MADE IT! I finished my 3rd mini-marathon yesterday. It took my friend and I 3 hours and 13 minutes, which isn't the best time i've done it in, but its ok. During the whole race I kept thinking about how good it's going to feel to dart across the finish line and how good I would feel about myself afterwards. Some people think i'm weird for thinking the mini is fun, but IT IS. Even though there are times where you think you cant keep going, the crowd is there cheering you on the whole way. There's also music at each mile marker which boost up your speed a little. I've always enjoyed the mini even though this year was extremely hot!! It always amazes me how good it feels to complete something that you put your mind, effort and time into. GREAT self-esteem boost! :). I have to work all day today, which is hard because IM SO SORE! Some how, some way my legs keep moving. Lets hope my body geals fast for finals.

DO SOMETHING OUTSIDE TODAY

I can't get over how b-e-a-u-tiful it is outside! I love waking up to the sun gleaming through the windows it instantly puts me in a good mood. Today has been pretty interesting. I woke up really early to go watch a pitbull named Turner for my friend because she was giving a speech on dogs. I'm not really a dog person, but he made me one. He was so sweet the whole hour and a half waiting in the car with me. We had the windows down and it was great to feel the breeze coming through the window. After that I went straight to jazzercise which put me in a great mood because it felt so good to sweat. After jazzercise I went straight home and got ready for class. Rushing to get ready I had to make two batches of cookies for my chemistry class's pot luck this evening. I did all of this in a matter of an hour and 20 minutes which was pretty impressive. Then I ran out to my car and booked it to my writing for the web class to finish a little part of my website and then present it. From the way it seems, I did a pretty good job. Now that class is over I realized I havent eaten anything today. Off to smoothie king I go :D. Even though this day isn't close to being over and it has already been crazy enough, just walking outside through it all puts me in a good mood. I hope everyone can enjoy this weather as much as I am.

need to laugh??

Here is a little movie one of my friends sent me because I was feeling down. I will forever watch this if I need to laugh. I hope it does the same for you :D .


Its a little thing called Nom Nom Nom Nom Nom:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SMWi7CLoZ2Q

Sometimes

A lot of people my age go through life searching for something they think their missing. Most of those times what their searching for is right in front of them their just not ready to find it yet. Life in general throws stuff at us that is so unexpected all the time and finding someone that you can spend the rest of your life with is one of them. I think that if people just keep their hearts open and their heads held high that person will be able to come into their lives when they least expect it, its the time in between and wanting it so bad that is the hard part.

HAHAHA

Here is some pictures from www.LOLcats.com.
Something to make anyone laugh :p

I couldnt get the pictures dirrectly on the page, but here are some links:

http://www.lolcats.com/view/11546
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http://www.lolcats.com/view/24113
http://www.lolcats.com/view/23738
http://www.lolcats.com/view/19105
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WHOS READY?!?! I am

I am so ready for summer to be here, even though I will be taking classes during the summer I have a good feeling that everything that hasn't been going so well will get better in the summer. There's something about sitting next to a pool with the hot sun upon my skin that screams happiness : ). New experiences and new adventure. I'm getting that spring fever that you hear everyone talking about. Maybe because I was born in the spring, who knows. All I know is that spring is coming and i'm excited!!

lets see...

When I was in high school I was in the Advanced Choir. I saw that as my stress reliever because I would just focus all my energy and stress into singing. It really helped me because I had fun and loved going to that class. Now that i'm in college I started going to jazzercise with my friend. It is so much fun to go and destress, and i'm getting a great workout aswell. who knew college was going to be so different. My first semester at IUS was'nt to harsh, but now since i'm taking Anatomy (which is only the begginning for my field) it's been kicking me in the BUTT. This class has to be the most overwhelming class i've ever taken in my life. It's really making me challenge myself and ask myself everyday if I really want to be a nurse. If I didn't have some sort of stress reliever at this point I would probably go nuts. I just have to keep telling myself to live week by week so I dont get to ovedrwhelmed. So anyone who reads this, I challenge you to find something that can be your stress reliever. Even if your not in college or anywhre near being at my level, there is still way to mush stress that we put on our selves on a day to day basis. YOU will live a happier life if you have something that you can do to relieve yourself of them.

you dont know what you have until its gone

I recently had surgery on my wrist. Before the surgery I didn't think it would be that bad because I'm left handed and the surgery was on my right hand. Come to find out I use my right hand just as much as I do my left. These few weeks have been a big challenge by just mostly using one hand instead of two. It's made me re-think about the things in my life that I take for granted not only body parts, but even friends or attributes among the people I'm around. This surgery has been a good experience for me to put things more into perspective. Also it brings the old saying to mind, "You don't know what you got til' it's gone."

The beginning...

I'm in a chapter of my life where knowledge, confidence, organization and determination are a must. I'm a freshman in college and i'm at the beginning of my long journey to achieve my nursing degree. Live, Laugh, Love has been my favorite quote for quite some time now and i've really began to live by it. My mom past away when I was six from breast cancer, so living has been very important to me, so that i'm able to make my mom more proud than ever because I know shes watching. I am also one of those people that tries to find the good in others and i'm optomistic, most of the time. So this makes laughing a big part of my day aswell. A little laughter a day keeps me sane or anyone in that matter. This brings me on to love. Love has to be the biggest part of my life, family, and friends. Without love in my life their would be nothing but unkind stillness. I deal with love every day, whether its with working toward my major, friends seeing my dad, or talking to that one guy that is so close to my heart. Love to me is a blessing and everyone should be granted its grace every day of their life.